And here comes the guilt...

I was dropping Jabyn off at school this morning.... by Monday he is begging to go back. We were the first ones there, and the door opens and the water-works begin. He was saying, Please don't leave me, let me go home with you, PLEASE! I had no idea where this was coming from. For like 10 minutes I tried to bargain with him to no avail. Finally, his teacher picked him up and carried him in while he was reaching for me screaming and crying.... I felt like crap! I wanted nothing more than to take him home and hold him in my lap all day! The other moms were saying it's because of the baby.... great..... something I can't control! I called up to his school around 11am and he was fine! His first comment when picking him up this afternoon was, " I had a good day today!" Wow, I wish I had his resilience....